nape nervous??

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kejap je masa berlalu, 2,3 hari lagi aku pulang ke kolej..perasaan??
emm cuak laaa..macam2 fikir..dah ready utk clinical? ak igt lagi ke yang dah belajar tu? ada orang nak tolong ak ke masa tu? cuak kena marah...klu suh present case, brani kah ak?

sepanjang cuti ni, ak try buang perasaan takut, b'hadapan dgn org..
tapi perasaan tetap ada..
I wonder How I did for my pass that I became brave without worry, more confident than now..
maybe bcoz lots of hard thing I had gone through alone,sadness make me to motivate myself to be strong..I think that' s my strenght..

Now,although i change to cheerful person, not abuot to be brave.. ni cabaran yang bakal d'hadapi..
I wish to be brave..I wish to be confident with myself...

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Saya suka ni..haha..macam kanak2 jek

friendship,love and loyalty

saye nak crite 3 bnda ni cz sbb 3 tu saye sdih n sbb tu jgk saye epy..



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bcoz of my past, I become fear..
becoz of them I don't want to get close to friend..
becoz of them, I don't trust friend...

when we talk about friendship, lots of words can describe it. To me, a friend is someone that can share with us joy and tear..help each other..someone that can be trust to tell problem.. someone that can be a good listener..someone that want her friend happy..

Saye mengambil masa yang lama utk sesuaikn diri, dulu slalo alone..but now i'm o.k
Thanks coz bring my happiness back



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Love my family and friend..saye nak cite pasal cinta btween man and lady
huhu..xpe kn...I don't have any man,just kawan je banyak..huhu
dah biase kawan dengan laki tapi untuk ambil sbgai teman idup not yet..
haha..xnk la ckp pnjang2 t'tbe rase cam xboleh cite detail kat sini
cuma 1 je, kalau boleh nak lelaki tu ikhlas terima saye seadanya,forever want to be wth me, bertolak ansur..nak gentleman.yg penting sekali beragama..boleh berbincang..
haha..byk plak
I wish I can get my dream man..

LASTLY...



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rather than that 3,I choose loyalty..why?why?why?
bile kita setia,scara automatik wujud love,friend
kdang2 ada je, kata love u but the end,tggalkan jgk..
I think I'm loyal person hehe bkn nak bangga tp maybe..
long ago, i kept loyal to my bez friend, at the end she abandoned me..
although everything I did just for her..emm that's why I still fear..
Sekarng pun still macam ni..ada kawan yang saya boleh setia dengannya..ble dah jnji, of course I can keep that promise..
If to a friend I can be loyal.. of course to someone that I love, I'm sure do the same thing or more..
that so much thing in my mind..want to speak out but actually can't..

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Assalamualaikum..
Today saje tinker bell nk story..

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hehe..I went to visit my brother at MRSM kepala batas, dah lame xjumpe.. kalo saya tak balik,dworg slalo tnye ble balik..huhu..melayan karenah adik2.. bawak adik2 p shopping
sorg amik tu amik nie, then habis penuh 1 troly, layan adik paling kecik nak ULTRAMAN!!!
woo.. die mmg suka ultraman..btter bwk die pusing2 ikut jalan lain haha..bkn xnak bagi kat rumah dah banyak dah..macam2 karenah..it's o.k,bknnye slalo..huhu..adik saya sorg lg balik asrama esok.. emm wat makaroni bakar,xtaw la mnjadi ke x hihihi.. good luck utk die thn nie SPM..
whatever..amik peluang ble still ada masa

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on the way balik..from far can watched my KMPP..miss that moment,exroomate saya yg ceria, classmate saya ygb'semangat n groupmate saya yg rajin..

k..that's all huhu

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I'm always thinking..sometime while sitting do nothing,i think..watch other people doing, I think why? what?..huhu,maybe it's part of my hobby hahaha, of course it contribute a little bit stress for me..
if long ago, I can hide it well my worry , my sadness and my lonely
nowadays,it looks clear show on my face..hahaha..
It's hurt, pretend it not..it doesn't look fine, it's fine.. haha
actually everything I do,ikhlas...
when I want to get angry , btter hide it from all cause I don't want to hurt them, violently hahaha..
I think I'm a good listener,but I'm not really good communicate to other..practice make perfect.
I like to hear other people problem..I wish I can help them...
emm haha pe sebenarnya nie..dah merepek panjang..


o.k..perkara sebenarnya..this place suitable for me to tell what i think,my opinion, my mood..
kadang2 xsemua kita boleh harapkan untuk sedia mendengar pe yg kita cakap..they said it's o.k to tell story to them, but actually not.. I don't like to make others worry about me.. sometimes I realize I care too much about others than myself...hahaha..I think It is my stlye although I try hard to change, at the end I still care.. I wish want to be good to someone I love but If that person uncomfortable..btter silently care..no matter as long as my friend I care. just different in care or too care..I'm not choosy person, but sometime it come to my habit, I'll choose someone that I feel comfortable with...
hahaha.... banyak nak cerita..bleh story kat sini..huhu
k..

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I'm in HOLIDAY!!! time ni banyak free time,isi ngan benda2 b'faedah kalau boleh huhu.. nk study?? emm later lah huhu, rest for few days,nak masuk 3rd year of course need preparation..at that time study by ownself is needed..o.k2 not to think about it..this entry nak cite lah seorg guy from japan..hehe I'm always watch korean and japan drama but xdelah sampai minat sgt2, nak tgk gmbar ke, xt'effect pn oleh their looking..tapi dia ni,first time I saw in detective Q drama, suka tgk dia sorg jek


cute...huhu



YAMADA RYOSUKE!! suka tgk cite korea lastly japan jgk ak pilih
salah satu lagu die aku suka AISHITERU (I'm in love)



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I'm at home now!! yippi!! seronok kan..haha dah lama xbalik rumah, slalo terperap kat kolej jek ( actually xde sgt, haha slalo jek kuar ^^) emm on the way pulang tu, sempat la usha2 berbagai2 ragam manusia.. sementara menunggu bas tu, ad yg datang kat ak mntak jwab questionare..haha..aku baru jek settle research, xpela ak memahami keadaan die klu kita menolak p'mntaan die..dgn sabar n tekun ak jawab.. then ak t'pndg seorg uncle nak bukak pntu, xtaw mcm mane..huhu..tlog gk..smbil bca buku tu, tgk keadaan sekeliling..best..
huhu..lam bas, penat sgt..tido2 ZZZZzzzzzzzzz
At home, seronok jmpe adik2 kecik ak comel..haha..hari ni penat..melayan karenah dworg.. hahaha.. just take the chance, xtaw la lg ble bleh blik ag..maybe aftr this buzy..so nk rehat puas2 tp xde la nk m'gemokkn bdn.. i think my body already add some fat..huhu..let's exercise!!!
alright.. good night..


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dah lama sya xbkak blog nie, npe? npe?..sbab sya ingat blog nie dah pupus..lpas tengok kawan2 punye blog rase nk plak ad blog sndiri..cari2..haa jmpe..huhu..so xperlu wat blog baru..
em.. hari ni agak kebosanan, research dah settle..huhu xtaw nak watpe..