medik course

Assalamualaikum... hehe lame dh xlawat blog, ari ari memang busy.. now exam just around the corner..  emm skrg bru rase nk struggle lebih, tu la dlu byk men ag..lepak sana lepak sini.. wt medik nie bknnye senang.. 1st time ak ngaku hehe bljr nie susah.. sblm nie xde la terok cmne..sabar je.. ape ea dak medik bljr??
o.k basically..
1. anatomy-bljr sal tulang,otot,everything part of body, dari sekecil2 organ hingga besar.. blood vessel include location dy, setiap tu ada name, of course sume name tu kena igt..
2. histology- nie bljr sal cell. dh bljr sal organ trus refer cell dy plak..
3. physiology- nie bljr sal metabolism, everything psal tingkah laku manusia. gastic secreation la, human thinking pn ad..woo byk!!
4. pathology- nie psal disease, byk la gmbr2 trok ak tgk, xnormal..
5. phamacology- nie sal drug, doktor pn lepas diagnose sakit pe, kna gk fikir nk bagi ubat pe.. ubat tu plak action kt part lam body mane, ad side effect ke x..utk baby bg bpe byk,yg tua bpe..sume tu kna fikir.. risiko bg ubat tu pe plak..erm skrg pn  dh blambak ubat, lagi susah..huhu...
Then..sterusnya 5 element di atas t'masuk dlm sume system... ad brape system lam bdn kita??
Respiratory sys, cardiovascular sys,endocrine sys, gastrointestinal sys,reproduction sys,nervous sys, muscular sys, skeletal sys,urinary sys,ermm ad lagi x...hehe cukup la mention byk nie..actually a lot.. besides that, bljr medik nie umpama sperti bljr new language..bcoz words yg kita guna xsame ngn words medik so klu dgn pesakit ckp len..dgn sesame dktor ad istilah y'tentu...menarik kn??? huhu
selain tu, minat msti ad cz, medik nie umpama bljr spnjang hayat cz tiap2 ari kita akn jmpe bnda baru, now pn still ad disease unknown dtg dari mane so a lot of research will be done, dktor kena ad stamina yg tggi bkn stakat physical je, emosi pn ea jgk..ari2 about 100 pesakit kna jmpe n mcm2 karenah.. mase tu tahap k'sabarn tggi..
hope i can survive...

~kata hati~

rase nk tulis byk kt blog nie..huhu..release stress stelah ad stressor, haha..
em..
HIdup slalo memikirkn org,
mnjga aty org,
caring org,
xmarah pabila disakiti,
mudah memaafi org,
sedia mnolong org,
sggup mghabiskn masa,dwit sbb org,
sabar dgn kerenah org...
tp klu dh above limit..
n bkn la blasan dimnta tp just sikit pghargaan pn jd lah..
Aty ni makin disakiti..
masa cepat b'lalu pergi..
tiada care lg utk org..
hanya mmikirkan diri sndiri n tggungjwab yg bakal dipikul..
I'm sorry if that time,give hard time for you..
tp teman..saya penah try yg t'bek..
that day always rmember..
tekad aty truskn p'juangn.....

huhu...chayok nuha!!!!

Gua Batu Maloi bez...

21st november..
bertolak ak pegi kem silat di gua batu maloi di N.sembilan..b4 p tu, mlas tul la nk b'kemas huhu, tp xsalah klu nk release tnsion..smpi di sana, penuh suasana kmpung n lmbu pn byk..hahaha. suasana yg tenang..
mlm kul 11.30 ad blind track..huhu mata pejam jln sorg2 lam hutan ikut tali, kna la masuk lam air..jtuh pokok haha ad stail kot merangkak..huhu kul 3.30 bru hbis...
22nd November..
ni yg paling bez, dpt p gua batu Maloi..ad 24 pntu, tp kitorg just dpt p 12 pntu je cz k'suntukan masa.. masa ni byk kna redah air terjun, laluan sempit, gelap, kna pnjat la..simple word..adventure huhu.. laluan dy lg mncabar dr yg penah ak lalui dlu..hehe sbbkn bdn yg kecil ni,mudahkn pergerakan ak..lam gua tu byk bnda la jmpe, alhamdulillah..sume brjaya melaluinya..
Ptg tu kul 3.00.ad explorace..emm biase2 je just soalan dy agk mncabar n memeningkn kepala..haha lewat ptg tu kna wat rakit..oleh sebb group ak lmbt finish explorace tu so ktorg wt simple je rakit tu, 5 batang buluh yg sudah dikerat..huhu bntuk segi empat n utk tmpat duduk letak 1 buluh kt tgh..just nk bg trapung je, sbb ak kecik dworg suh ak yg naik..hahaha..mula2 duduk, cm xstable je..then kena baring la plak..huhu..brjaya trapung gk..huhu.klu bg masa byk,sure bleh wt lagi bek..
23rd November..
k nie last day..relax ckit la cz nk blik kolej dh..pg tu bljr biodiversity, huhu cm bljr sains kn.. msuk hutan skali lagi..aktiviti ni dpt mgetahui cara2 nk survive lam utan or sesat.dpt tau tmbuhan yg bek utk kesihatan cnth peria hutan, cndawan seri muka...ak dpt rasa peria hutan, pergggH!! pahit gler..dh la xbwk air, t'pksa la ak b'tahn smpi tapak p'khemahan.. Overall sgt bez.. lpas penutup n mkn, pulang la ke tmpt masing2..
dak course len bleh la blik umah cz exm dh hbis..mnakala ak n dak mdik len..kna meneruskn p'juangn kitorg.. hehe exam!!! study!!

~My Medic Life~

nk cite sal my life as medical student..huhu..ptg2 ni cm nk ujan plak, so b'blog lah...
erm amik medik nie mula2 sbb mmg minat, sbb family pn ad la jgk..dh ad 3 org sepupu bakal doktor, adik pn amik medik jgk.. so branikn la diri amik medik, so i'm d 1st girl in my fmily take dis course.. sblm life U, huhu fikir sal doktor nmpk cm senang jek, tnye pesakit then bagi ubat...bila brada lam course ni, Fuhh!!!! xkusangka penuh cabaran dn dugaan..everything n a lot things kna wt, jdual pack, cm 24 hours study ( hehe actually sya xpn), klu dak course len sronok cuti, mdical student still in  college ad klz lagi..haha
klu sblm nie, i never say everything i do, krja sekolah ke,byk klaz ke..xde la ckp susah, xde pn ckp byk.. tp skrg len..but i still think positive, i can do well...
really i njoy life.study gk men pn ad gk..huhu..
dh byk men nie, btter focus study
chayok!!!nuha can do!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

Salam Aidiladha..
Kali ni d 1st time i raya kt kolej..huhu..nk wat cmne, no extra holiday, just a day..huhu lgpn ad field trip.. but it's o.k rela berkorban, dpt gk merasa di perantauan..haha, so nk wtpe ea.cmplete my study.. byk lar.. 
need ur support k ;-)

just wnt to shout out!!

Ei...hehe, thanks jadi follower, sorry my blog just simple..nnt dh pndai sya wt lawa2 eh..huhu

rse geram

npe geram?? i'm so angry wth myself..I cn mix around with others but why only that person i cn really accept her...WHY?? i've really forced myself a lot...ssh tul..dh la slalo jmpe,b'sbelahan je tu..byk kali dh cuba nk trima dy.. tp ssh tul,make me tnsion..rse dy mmg bek pn,xtaw la bnda pe yg ak xsuka..sorry la wei.. dh byk kali try, dh paksa pn diri..klu memaksa sgt smpi mnyiksa diri wtpe...ak slalo menyakitkn diri sndiri..now on, i'm tired of it, btter take care wth my own feeling..this time really have plan..

~1st Field Trip~

Huhu...nk crite lagi la lam blog nie,  ni sal 1st field trip for SCC module ( society,client& community)
dpt pegi MBSA..haha..taw pe dy ni ( Majlis Bandaraya Shah Alam)..korg msti pelik npe r excited sgt, p lawat org angkut sampah jek..Actually that's not the only thing they'r working with..there're a lot of thing.. lpas dgr taklimat tu, ak sdar..jgn la aggap org angkut sampah tu krja yg busuk tapi itu kerja yg mulia..mnjaga alam sekitar, then get to know how they processes all those rubbish..just to make our place clean n harmony.. Do you like to stay in dirty place n bau yg busuk..actually tu bkn la krja org tu je..tp krja kita bersama...huhu..skema x??
tp pe yg ak ckp ni btol la..jaga la alam sekitar, bkn setakat kotor je, penyakit pn merebak!! nnt dh kena, baru la nyesal..kena jmpe doktor, duit ag kna pkai...huhu..emm jmpe dr.nuha la tu..haha..InsyaAllah..
then ptg lpas pnat lawat, dpt mkn free...blik je kolej trus p PKU ( Pusat kesihatan UPM) huhu, bkn ak sakit la... kena amik vaccine for Hepatitis B 2nd dose plak, must have protection...HUHU (=_=) k time to study... jp g ad org ajak practice badminton plak,ak mlm pn bleh men haha..~~~

maybe,this the right time

I think..I should changed of myself..huhu..from d beginning I enter medical course,I never serious on my journey of course in my study..just wait n see d surrounding..hehe even I fail pn no feeling at all..no worry,just suka2.. emm parents klu dpt taw anak dy nie slaloo fail je, msti dworg sedih..tu test biase2 je..prnah ak fail 1 package for final exam..so got to take my reseat paper..my parents sedih2 r..nmpak jelas kat muka..emm sorry.. but I think It's nothing pn..smile je..tp xdpt tahan gk tgk muka parents, tension woo..taw dworg risau..2nd sem pn still like that, final fail 1 package....but that time had to lie, sorry....tell them back to college just have something to do..alhamdulillah, sume reseat paper tu pass..smpi skrg xde ckp pn sal tu..t'paksa tipu cz xsuka tgk muka sedih2, dh la lme xbilk..xbez la klu tgk njoy blik umah, ad org sedih, risau...i know, they care only, but ak xsggup la nk tgk...huhuhu..
now...sometime feel someone look down on me,think i'm not good in study..siap wat muka ag depan ak..  they said i'm good in sports only, my study no..haha ak mmg suka main, sports pape pn ak nk main..tp ad org ckp mcm nie..hot beb!! mmg xleh blah la dak tu, rse cm nk kna flying kick ak..hoho, jgn main2, even kakiku pendek tapi klu dah kna sedap taw....haha
ak cool je nie..no stress sal study..byk stress sal len plak..haha pelik kn.. so mse skrg nie, nk usaha sungguh2 actually ak dh penat njoy, wacthing movie, outing, play game..sume dah xlarat, klu movie tu cam dh xde ke'iginan je..haha lam otak nie smgat nk study jek,bgus kn..hope it still not late to prove myself.. erm for problem that i always bising kat blog tu..mmg sedih..simpan n pendam haha..klu org baca, msti kata ak xmatured kn..to me, it's not that..ak dh prnah rse d'sisihkan start from primary school, cakap pn ngn cikgu kt sek..msti korg xprnah rse pn cm2..not hve a lot friend frm girl, smetime boys je slalo tegur.. so that bad memory brings until secondary school..my study affect a little bit,tapi xdela smpi menahan ak jadi top student.
mmg la bez dpt jadi top tp ak nak gk rse d'hargai sbgi frenz..kongsi sume ngn frenz..feel so lonely..mse tu ak mmg pendiam pn..haha..not njoy life pn..
then everything change in matrik, i'm soooooo happy..that's why I really love that friends, till hard to let her go..but i dun know, why she's warm to me..cm xbez je ngn ak..tu yg xfaham, npe dingin sgt..luckily la ad gk kwn2 matrik still rapat ngan ak...huhu..kdang2 kurang la ckit...erm..just focus on my study!!!! aja aja Fighting! Forget the bad....~~

i'm sick

mlm ni igt nk study...penin2..get flu..ish3..ni sal ngis td..hehe..trok kn?? pelik r ak.. sal kwan pn bleh trok smpi nk dmam, pening..woo hebat tul kwn tu smpi bleh wt ak jd cmni..ermm what to do..me, myself dun change anything...she's no wrong at all..ntah r..dy maybe xtaw pn sal nie...lgpn xnk la mmbebankn dy...

ermm..nk cite len lah..k.jnh!!!! n k.whda!!!!....hahaha amik ko!! nk jerit paggil dworg plak...hehe nsib bek cute2, dlu mse matrik..suka la lepak ngn diworg..tmpt k.jnh tu jd mangsa ak hehe..skrg pn still ag p tmpt dy.. biase tu nk cari environment len utk study...haha..k.whda, plak..tmpt nk ckp...erm cm pelik je ayat tu.. x.. mksudnya, klu pape..cite kt dy la...suka2 usik dworg...

ermmm..fikir ag la org tu......cm pkwe mkwe jek...k.whida n k.jnh cpat cari owg pkwe sorg...hehe..nnt mntak ciri2 dy kt owg eh..haha..ntah la b'hasil ke x..em kwn pn....maybe xjgk b'hasil...keep in heart..ish3

what now!!

ari ni prasaan b'cmpur2..wargh!!!!! mula2 epy..suka la epy jmpe family, jmpe adik2 come..huhu.. but there smething disturb me...wt pe ak bkak page dy..tgk kn dh sakit aty...ish3..emm sdih sbnarnya cm xd'pdulikan jek.. haha pelik kn ak! jgn slah faham r..bkn pakwe pn, just a friend...of course i have released everything.. juz wnt to do bnda yg ak epy jek..more think bout myself.fcus what i want... xpedulikn pe org len ckap, asalkn diri epy.. but only one..I can't released her...AAAAAHHHH!!! ak taw sbb ak terharu sgt till cn't 4get her smpi xdpt accept................................................ sakit taw x!!!! XTAW cmne nk wt...at least klu dy say smething that cn make me cmfortable...if o.k klu dy ckp smething...i miz her....like just cry n keep alone.... ( jgn salah anggap... bcoz she my first friend wat ak t'haru) dy gk try utk faham ak...nasihat ak,...klu ak try wat dy epy, dy akn try wt cm2...even xs'bek pe yg ak bg..hadiah.kad..teman jog..n everything!! why i can't accept other???... bcoz she's my 1st friend...ak mula knal friendship.....why i destroy everything btween us??????????......... now i hurt so much....i love our friendship!! why??.....nape kna simpan sorg2....i cn't stand..cam nk nangis...why i cry bcoz of her!! susah tul nk tahan nangis just bcoz of her...wish she say smething...maybe she'll not say anything.................nangis je puas2 nuha...tahan je.,.....sabar...doa.... i try pretend that i nver know her...but smetime, it still.............

ak sedar, ak bkn la sape2 pn.,mybe her friend..maybe not....bcoz i alwys wt dy susah

lagu gemuruh

pg celik mata..pndang ke luar, segar idup udara pg..huhu..emm dgr lagu..after 1 song then another, las lagu gmuruh..lme xdgr lagu tu, npe rse sayu jek..t'igt ak mse matrik dlu..lagu nie tema tiap kem motivasi kat matrik.. tyme jadi fesi bio dlu pn lagu nie gk...d last progm for fesi bio, tyme lagu nie kami nyanyi ramai2, mse tu jgk la, ak b'fkir ke mana la ak akn pergi lpas nie..emm skrg di sini..kngn tu ak rndu sgt, if i open my eye, wnt to see back my roomate, siti nazirah, n len sdap tido ag..classmate ak yg b'smangat...pg yg indah di situ, dpt jog.. ish2.. Ya Allah, kuatkan iman ku,. tabahkan hati ku meneruskan perjalanan hidup ni...Amin

 Perjalanan harus d'teruskan..now choice have made..Chayok nuha!

my mission tonyte

tonyte..jeng! jeng!...study la wei....note byk mcm tggi ak je klu dh susun..hehe.. exm bleh s'bln lg tp klu dh tido mkn men..kjp sgt..xbleh jd nie.must study.. Endocrine! aja aja Fighting!!!..huu

~alone~

yes!! alone here...haha..epy lak ea..org len msti sdey sunyi2 neh..xde r... tnsion la..actually duk tmpt skrg xde la bez..but just bcoz need a life, hve to force..sorry ea tman s'blik, bkn xsuka..juz ssah je..kwn biase2 je bleh.. emm still xbleh release..always rmmber her..waaa!! nangis2..T_T....dak course len tu tgh exm.. xleh kco..hahaha
pe bez duk sorg.. bleh wat mcm2 tanpa ad pemerhati..huhu...klu dy ad je, rse ssah aty je.. wt smething xsenang.. klu blik luas, kurang la ckit...adoi! kna la trime..huhu..k lah mse ad nie kna guna pluang s'bek2nye... yippi!!!!

my matrix life

haha..awal2 dh nk cite sal matrix..pe beznye??? wooo sgt bez taw!! more than mse sek dlu..
time sek nakal gk, mmg pndiam..suka nakal sorg2 haha..xde la kna tgkap ngn cikgu hehe~..
sek ren dlu slalo top..tp byk msalah smpi t'bawa2 ke sek men..k2 start2..

treng!!! ni la matrik saya

so..the beginning of my happiest life as student..
 Matrik ni la tmpt best utk study..selesa.. luas kawasan, hijau pn ea
haha.blik ak mgadap kebun beb!..nk jog pn siap ad taman ag..
klu tnsion study lam blik, bleh jln2 pusing blok org len.. mklum la
ad jmbatn cnnect antara blok,xde la jemu..hehe bleh ad lawatan

tiap2 mse..huhu..nme blok ak tu dahlia..ade je gmbr tp xleh nk upload la plak.. huhu

ni classmate H1P5

nom blik pn igt ag taw A4.1.3... hehe nk lawat ke?p je la.. ak dh lme tggalkn c2..hya tggal knagn jek..
then..kwn2 H1P5 yg sgt sporting, happy je..spakat la jgk, kadang2 ad gduh ckit2..biase la tu..best jgk dpt form study group.. dpt jd fesi plak tu, dh lme xdpt p'hormatan g2..huhu ( ceh! t'haru la tu..hehe)

ni roomate..mse ni last jmuan blok.sdey2

orait.. cite sal roomate plak.. haha sure la bez...emm rndu2.. ad 3 org sbnarnya..lg sorg xde gmbr xbleh plak nk upload..sori..
2 dak sblah nie klantanian..huhuhu 1st time knal org klantan, tkot gk mula2 tu..dworg mmg bek.. ak je yg nakal sgt..hahahaha
sorg hayat sorg fizik..lg sorg yg xde gmbr dak akaun.. mmg sume rajin study..msti la..nk dpt gred tggi of course kna b'usaha.. mse ni jln yg ad nk tntukan msuk U.. alhmdulillah sume pas msuk U..

yg pink tu ad special ckit..huhu..miz u

K..emm npe pink ni special? haha ??????????????????????????????????? sbb colour bju dy my favourite colour..hahaha..
emm dy d bez frenz..ssh tul la nk jmpe kwn cmne...
thanks a lot to her..i'm more cheerful aftr meet her..
sgt susah la nk b'pisah ngn dy...
although now i'm 2nd year, but still rmember her.. T_T....haha feeling plak..hope she always be happy n success.. n kpd kwn2 len jgk..
(kwn2 len jgn jealous eh..korg pn tetap ad lam aty nie)...

mse jamuan raya

o.k...lam classmate tu..sume rapat..tp slalo lepak ngn dua org nie..huhu..come2.. tua s'thn dr ak..hehe..
oo..my memory..best sgt..smpi d'rndui n igt slaloo..

"Intro"

 I just start this blog..perhaps i'll be more fine, living on my own..huhu.. awl2 dh start bi..
o.k..blog nie nk jd tmpt luah prasan, pgalamn..klu  tgh stress2 tu,xde tmpt utk berbual.. bleh gk nk luah kt cni..
asalnye t'fkir byk kali..waa mdical student..bz2 study, smpt ke nk feeling2 nie.. to me, mdic student pn kna ad life jgk..xleh la duk ngadap buku je..explore, try mix around.. njoy life as student.. klu dh keje nnt, lg r tmbh responsible...fuuyooo.. job deal with life people..hope i try my best