lepas ni malas dah nak layan perangai manja ko!!!

aku pelik sgt nape roomate ak tu marah gler pdahal benda kecik jek sal tido.. yang die nak membebel xtahan la da byk bersabar selama ngn ak selama 2 thn..emm pelik gk ak, apa yang ak dah wat kat die sampai die kna bersabar??? penat ak putar2 balik..ak xkacau pun life die,nak kata die rapat..jarang r..smbag? jarang gak..ak buli die? xpenah pun, lagi malas nak cakap ad la..ish3 pelik ak ngn dak tu... salah die gak, klu xpuas aty..ckp la awal2..klu sal tido die, ckp la pe nye..xbleh bising smpai semut jln pn xleh dgr ke..ckp je la..klu semut jln pn xleh dgr, ko sediakan la wall yg serap bunyi keliling ko..haaa senang kan..bg ak, ak cool jek, pandai2 la nak adjust diri..xkan la aku nak perhatikan ko 24 jam..walaupn ak xtye pape pn, at least ckit2 ak amik taw gk..da tggungjwb ak sbgi roomate...so please la jgn manja sgt..da besar la, ad mulut ckp, ad otak fikir la..
lepas ni mlas la nak layan sgt perangai ko yg manja terlebih..baru roomate sorg da bising xtahan.. ak yg da byk tahun 19 roomates pn xs'bising ko...
time sahur bln ramdhan sepatutnya k'sabaran tu tinggi la, ni x..mse tu gk nk lepas marah...haha ak xkisah pn la ko nak benci ak ke..tp cam xlogik jek marah2 sbb tido ko..haha ak rse ko mmg sgt kelakar, bnda remeh je kot...
pg tu, ak mmg xcdang nak tido pn..ak bca buk, lepak, tgk laptop..die plak blik lmbt, tido la awal dh taw penat..ni x, pegi smbag2..then susah nak tido, marah ak plak.. die start duk atas katil lame gk, kn kalo da penat sgt senang je la tido... ak pn xde la rajin nk tgk kot romate tu da tido, cm xbetoi jek..ak pn kol la mmbe ak, lame gk smbag2 dr 2.30 smpi kul 3.15..tu la ak sorg je kot, suara ak xde la nyaring benor....lpas tu ak sambung wat keje ak..
then lam kul 4 lbih die bgn, p kuar bilik kot...msuk tido..kul 5 cmtu ak ttup la lampu, lgpn ak da biase nak study bkak lmpu beso..ak xkisah pn la klu die nak study wat cmtu..ak kn flexible, xdela manja cam k0o..
cadang nak sahur la..then masuk balik, tgk die bkak lampu..k fine la sahur je la..tp dgn muka yg xpuas hati, tgk cara jln..fuh marah gler kot..bising ckp xleh tdo hahaha.. ak pnye la concern tye salah ak ke.. fuh ayat die kuar maki2..hahaha..xkisah pn la nak benci..tp marah sbb tido..hahaha ko fkir la sndri..klu penat,xyah la p jln2, tido je la..ni dh penat marah org plak..
korg bising dekat ngan telinga ak xkisah pn, mmg la nak marah tp normal la tu duk same2 kawan..klu nak sedap tdo, p balik umah, umah ko kn dekat...ulang alik kan senang..hahaha...
ak wat tu pn ari minggu, at least ko bleh la qada' tido ko tuh..hahaha korg bising time sok nak kelas, ak xmarah pn..still cool jek walaupn xpuas aty...
ak malas dah nak fikir sal ko... lepas ni lantak ko..dah besar kot, ak pn nak jga aty ak gk..at least ak da try kan tggungjwab ak..
P/s utk diri ak..just let it go, not your fault pn..wat pe nak fikir sgt..fikir yg penting jek, if die ad lam bilik wat xtaw jek...ak xkco die pn..hahahaha just be happy, aja!aja! fighting!

It start again

last 2 week..during my first time in kajang, a sweet looking practical student from segi approached me, huhu get to know bout me.. I though it's o.k maybe she liked to ask new comers but of course my mind kept thinking bout her sometime.. A 2nd time we accidentally met, she smiled at me..looked interested making friend with me..
a week maybe twice or thrice we bang each other..huhu so long I don't feel like this, actually I'm also interested to know about her..
One day, I approached her asked her phone number then she said this was d last week she had duty in that ward..maybe we can't met again..aish!!! nape la ak xtgur die awal2, klu x, sure we had best memory to kept..
now..when I went to kajang, I hope to see her again..miss her..ceeh!! mcm jatuh cinta..haha..
seyes ni..I want to be close n have friend to who I interested with..not other bad thing...
I dream to see her again n hang out with her..I really wish to have my own car..

oh hai!!

dah lama x menulis blog..huhu, masuk clinical ni best, xbyk lecture sgt tapi kena slalo pegi hospital..
learn from the bedside is the best way in medicine,..
I really want to be top student..bkan nak bangga tapi..at this time, I don't like when doctor angry to me when I don't know n I hate people look down on me..
that's why I've to study..the responsible that I have beside me..my future is waiting for me...
When I look at my lovely friend, sometime I feel she's so kind to me...It must be she wnt me lend my shoulder..
hahaha..
nowadays I realize..I should not to be ssoo kind to people..I should give my love to someone love me..
huhu..let's fighting..fight for my own dream