I think..I should changed of myself..huhu..from d beginning I enter medical course,I never serious on my journey of course in my study..just wait n see d surrounding..hehe even I fail pn no feeling at all..no worry,just suka2.. emm parents klu dpt taw anak dy nie slaloo fail je, msti dworg sedih..tu test biase2 je..prnah ak fail 1 package for final exam..so got to take my reseat paper..my parents sedih2 r..nmpak jelas kat muka..emm sorry.. but I think It's nothing pn..smile je..tp xdpt tahan gk tgk muka parents, tension woo..taw dworg risau..2nd sem pn still like that, final fail 1 package....but that time had to lie, sorry....tell them back to college just have something to do..alhamdulillah, sume reseat paper tu pass..smpi skrg xde ckp pn sal tu..t'paksa tipu cz xsuka tgk muka sedih2, dh la lme xbilk..xbez la klu tgk njoy blik umah, ad org sedih, risau...i know, they care only, but ak xsggup la nk tgk...huhuhu..
now...sometime feel someone look down on me,think i'm not good in study..siap wat muka ag depan ak.. they said i'm good in sports only, my study no..haha ak mmg suka main, sports pape pn ak nk main..tp ad org ckp mcm nie..hot beb!! mmg xleh blah la dak tu, rse cm nk kna flying kick ak..hoho, jgn main2, even kakiku pendek tapi klu dah kna sedap taw....haha
ak cool je nie..no stress sal study..byk stress sal len plak..haha pelik kn.. so mse skrg nie, nk usaha sungguh2 actually ak dh penat njoy, wacthing movie, outing, play game..sume dah xlarat, klu movie tu cam dh xde ke'iginan je..haha lam otak nie smgat nk study jek,bgus kn..hope it still not late to prove myself.. erm for problem that i always bising kat blog tu..mmg sedih..simpan n pendam haha..klu org baca, msti kata ak xmatured kn..to me, it's not that..ak dh prnah rse d'sisihkan start from primary school, cakap pn ngn cikgu kt sek..msti korg xprnah rse pn cm2..not hve a lot friend frm girl, smetime boys je slalo tegur.. so that bad memory brings until secondary school..my study affect a little bit,tapi xdela smpi menahan ak jadi top student.
mmg la bez dpt jadi top tp ak nak gk rse d'hargai sbgi frenz..kongsi sume ngn frenz..feel so lonely..mse tu ak mmg pendiam pn..haha..not njoy life pn..
then everything change in matrik, i'm soooooo happy..that's why I really love that friends, till hard to let her go..but i dun know, why she's warm to me..cm xbez je ngn ak..tu yg xfaham, npe dingin sgt..luckily la ad gk kwn2 matrik still rapat ngan ak...huhu..kdang2 kurang la ckit...erm..just focus on my study!!!! aja aja Fighting! Forget the bad....~~
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