my dear friend,you have advantage

My dear friend, you have a lot of advantage..
u don't feel lonely, there are lots of people surround you will comfort you, have fun with you, want to be friends with u..
If u need help, many of them willing to help u either u ask them or they offer themself to help u include me...
If u feel sick, many of them will show their care..I'm the one also be too care about u, I don't know weather u realize it or not...
If u have problem, feel so stress, want to cry..all of them willing lend u a shoulder..
yes, of course..one of them is include me..I want to hear ur problem..
Either study or anything u do, u get lots of benefit with lots people stay beside you..
I know u have such easy life, will u think about other people?..
when I rewind back what I do, why I do so much for you? are u care about me?...
day by day..I see u such a different person, if a moment ago, u want to study with me.. now not..
u don't see me...
at last..I'm the one getting hurt so much... Why I'm thinking so much about u?
I think I' m really comfortable with u,I'm close to u...
I think u'r my best friend till I blind to see other friends' goodness to me..
If I know It's going to be like this..I won't be so close to u.. I won't put my love to u..

hurt..hurt..hurt..
Nuha..please be strong..after this, I don't know how can I see u, meet u...
I wish I can be peace and put our best memory together again..
I wish u won't leave me behind after what u do to me..